Figured it all out...

So my last rant was a little harsh.  I was furious that everyone who wanted to change their life gave up. That I was the last one trying and I wasn't sure why I gave a damn anymore.

So I went to boxing and was cheered on by my fellow classmates.  They stopped what they were doing and yelled, clapped and counted me down when I was ready to fall over and die.  They gave me high fives and slaps on the back.  They gave me hugs and they gave me support.  

Then I went online and found dozens of people who always gave me tons and tons of support.  Always there to cheer me on when I did my weigh ins and posted my little victories.  

So now I weigh 249 lbs.  That's 48 lbs down from my heaviest weight.  It's 89 lbs away from my goal weight of 160.  A very HEALTHY and ATHLETIC 160.

I'm going to run a marathon in October 2012.  That's my goal. I want to run a whole marathon and I'm going to start training myself to run this spring.  I'm already building up my cardio with boxing, so I'm getting there.  

I am unstoppable.  I am going to do this.  I will be an athlete.  I will be a goddess.

I am strong.